Time Flies

I say, how much faster can time pass me by? Look at my last entry date. Baby Steps my a&%. I am in the doldrums lately. Not inspired at all. I have been in this *&%#-hole before in the past years. It seems to happen once a year almost during the same time. Nothing I do can make me feel wanted nothing I do is worth it. I know I cannot go on like this. Knowing already that this has happened and I am still here continuing to come into a full circle is stupid. Need to wake up. I have wasted 6-8years of my life to myself. I need to do things for myself. I wouldnt have thought that its even possible if it werent pointed out by my siblings and parent that I worry too much and cant let go. So Baby Steps...here I come again. With a little help from You Sir, I'll be ok.