The Best In Me

continuation from my previous entry... It never fails. Just as I am in d doldrums, dragging my everything to do anything. Someway-somehow I am inspired and encouraged. It doesnt happen immediately la of course. I have to feel mortal and humble, or some sort of a process to enable me to appreciate the help. I dont know if I believe in co incidents, but many things have happen to me and around me for a reason. I cannot explain each and everyone of them but I'll to do my best on the most recent event. which has got something to do with the title of this entry.
From time to time I will go to a CD/DVD shop for a movie or two and some music. As I was flipping thru 10 to 20CD's among hundreds, NEVER have I seen a GOSPEL variety artist album. I grabbed it and look for more if there is any other volumes. Read the album list, some of the names I know. Bought it! Happy and relieved. Played it in the car, played it in the office. Especially in the office. There are 18 tracks in that album, I only find myself pressing the repeat button for this...

He saw the best in me
When everyone else around
Could only see the worst in me
See he’s mine, and I am his
It doesn’t matter what I did
He only sees me, for who I am
Does anybody know that today?
It doesn’t matter what I did
It doesn’t matter what I did
Cause he only sees me for who I am, yea.. yea..
He only sees me for who I am
I’m so glad That he is mine
He’s mine
Yeahh..

ehehehhehe...just some of the keywords that's been playing in my head. Imagine sitting in the office doing whatever you're suppose to do and this this song keeps repeating itself again and again and again non-stop until you stop it yourself. Thats more that umpteen times for an hour right? I stop only when there is a phone call coming in or to entertain a customer or to leave the desk. In-fact, I am listening to it right now! This moment, this is my song. What about you? Until next time...

Time Flies

I say, how much faster can time pass me by? Look at my last entry date. Baby Steps my a&%. I am in the doldrums lately. Not inspired at all. I have been in this *&%#-hole before in the past years. It seems to happen once a year almost during the same time. Nothing I do can make me feel wanted nothing I do is worth it. I know I cannot go on like this. Knowing already that this has happened and I am still here continuing to come into a full circle is stupid. Need to wake up. I have wasted 6-8years of my life to myself. I need to do things for myself. I wouldnt have thought that its even possible if it werent pointed out by my siblings and parent that I worry too much and cant let go. So Baby Steps...here I come again. With a little help from You Sir, I'll be ok.

A Little Time

Manage to squeeze a little time to create a blog, for whatever reason yet to know. I do hope this will bring some changes to my life & yours. May God bless Our Journey of Life.